Love Never Fails
There is no fast or slow love. Love exists deep in care. It bonds with
affection. It wafts in small trifling fights and in wooing each other. It exist
in a throbbing heart; a heart missing its beats. It exist every time when your
love is near, even at times when love is far from your arms but captured in
heart. There is cold outside but you are warm inside. Love exists when you hold
hand, when you cuddle and hug tightly. When happiness and sorrows swirling around,
in laughs and tears, in hopes and fear, in silent talks and silent prayers. You
search for pain hiding in those eyes, troubling you day and night. Love exists
when you ask How are you? When at wee hours you message them just to tell them
they are one occupied in your thoughts. Isn’t its love when you hide you are
hurt and wounded and you still pretend to show as if everything is alright,
nothing to worry about. Your own pain takes a back seat. When tears trickle
down your cheeks and you manage to smile camouflaging them. In spite of those
silent hours you break the ice. You know
the unpleasant brutal reality but heart yearns and craves for hope and fantasy,
for dream. When you love someone and your love have no clue about it. When you
know it’s not for you, but all you want is that love’s love. Its just love when
you steal a minute just to have a glimpse of your love.
Love is never logical; it’s unfathomable never based on reasons. When under
limitations you quest for freedom to love and to be loved. Sometimes you don’t
know what to talk but you want to talk and talk and you talk gibberish. When you
know what pester them and you repeatedly leave no chance to tease them. Love exists
when you have no fault of yours and you say “I am sorry, let’s end it”. When you
feel jealous and you pretend and say “I am not jealous”. Love exists when you
least expect and love gives you a reason to smile, when you support your love
for everything, for every decision. When you have a huge fight and say “bhaad
mein jao” and you come back to your love only to say “I Love You”.
Love, Healing & Peace
I Don’t Know
Sometimes mind abolishes or denies co-operating, reluctant it becomes to
work and accomplish set goals. Sometimes you don’t know what actually you want
to do. You become unaware of your own thoughts; you become unaware of your own
heart’s wish. You wanna a pick up something and read, but soon you give up. You
socialize virtually Facebook and Twitter, but you end up faster than you
started. You try hard to concentrate but you fail. That underlying anxiety,
restlessness creates trouble. You feel lost. Even, after trying umpteen numbers
of times from creative work to other important routine work you end up landing
no where. The mind needs liberation, the heart needs freedom both feel
suffocated, and both feel caged. Time hovers like a dagger. Breath wants to
relax. You don’t know what is apt for this situation. You know not what you
want, but nothing seems perfect. Nothing soothes your heart. Only helplessness
prevails. You have no answers. You only have questions, a feast for your mind. You have no fodder for your brain. No nourishment for your soul. No
cure for your mind and heart. You move, you tumble, and then you rise again.
You walk and just walk to chase happiness, to capture bliss, to unite with
peace, to chase happiness to chase life.
Anything suddenly can bring joy. You tap into blessing. Surprisingly
happiness falls. Bliss and ecstasy knocks at the door of your life. Peace
starts returning. Chaos evaporates, you feel no more tangled in web of uneasiness.
Heart no more feels tormented. The discomfort flows. The new feelings in the heart just dance to new
tunes and rhythm of life. Perfect!!
Love, Healing & Peace
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