I Don’t Know





Sometimes mind abolishes or denies co-operating, reluctant it becomes to work and accomplish set goals. Sometimes you don’t know what actually you want to do. You become unaware of your own thoughts; you become unaware of your own heart’s wish. You wanna a pick up something and read, but soon you give up. You socialize virtually Facebook and Twitter, but you end up faster than you started. You try hard to concentrate but you fail. That underlying anxiety, restlessness creates trouble. You feel lost. Even, after trying umpteen numbers of times from creative work to other important routine work you end up landing no where. The mind needs liberation, the heart needs freedom both feel suffocated, and both feel caged. Time hovers like a dagger. Breath wants to relax. You don’t know what is apt for this situation. You know not what you want, but nothing seems perfect. Nothing soothes your heart. Only helplessness prevails. You have no answers. You only have questions, a feast for your mind. You have no fodder for your brain. No nourishment for your soul. No cure for your mind and heart. You move, you tumble, and then you rise again. You walk and just walk to chase happiness, to capture bliss, to unite with peace, to chase happiness to chase life.
Anything suddenly can bring joy. You tap into blessing. Surprisingly happiness falls. Bliss and ecstasy knocks at the door of your life. Peace starts returning. Chaos evaporates, you feel no more tangled in web of uneasiness. Heart no more feels tormented. The discomfort flows. The new feelings in the heart just dance to new tunes and rhythm of life. Perfect!! 


Love, Healing & Peace

1 comment:

  1. Hi Dear!

    You expressed exactly what I feel sometimes or most of the times.
    You know what your heart's wish but still we ignore it as nothing seems alright even when nothing goes wrong!
    Its a tragic and natural feeling that comes and go!

    Liked it so much
    Keep writing

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